The time flies so fast!

I have just now realized I have not posted anything for last 20 days, and it was purely because I was just seriously busy - not with anything major, but just having some fun. After Napoli, it took me some time to get myself into working mood again, which is always the biggest problem for me. Apart from that, there was just so much we had to arrange at home - fix t he scooter, clean, wash clothes, iron (still not done), etc. I was really busy, but I was enjoying. I had the business trip in Dusseldorf, which was complete waste of time, it just took three days of my life, with no effect. I was so pissed - but now it is behind me. I am balanced. I am not angry.

And now, it is finally getting little bit more calm. In just short 5 days we are leaving for our deserved holiday to Marsa Alam, Egypt - the same place we have visited two years ago, and what ment so much for us. I am really excited, I am dreaming about it during the day and during the night - I am super happy. I am hoping to get some relax - I need really to disconnect from all the crap I deal with on daily basis. Especially work. It is a lot, lots of pressure and I am honestly not happy at all. I am thinking of changing, but as of now, I am still more happy than unhappy, so the motivation is not so big.

With that said, I need to mention my diet. I am still on it, of course - I think I will never come back to eating crap anymore, although I have days when I am not so hard on myself. I allowed myself to cheat once in a while, but it did not feel right. As of now, I am on 71,8kg, which is not bad, but it is not ideal. Slowly I am getting to understand, that it will not all go down just by changing my diet. I need to start working out. I know it, but...

Yes, the BUT. I am a lazy person. We have a gym membership, but we have not visit it in last month. Maybe because we were busy, but because we were lazy too. I know I have to start. I really want the lean nice body, the muscle definition, all of that. Hell, I managed to lose 10kg already, so why I would not be able to get leaner as well?

Anybody have an idea how to get myself to start? I kinda think I should get a work-out buddy. BF is not the best idea, he is not into it, I see it, he just struggles the same as me, and we always come up with excuses why NOT. So there it does not work out. I need to get a friend.

BUT HOW? I feel like I have lost all the social skills, not sure how to make new friends. Probably I will post on FB and ask around? I have NO idea.

Well, let's not get too crazy. I am so happy for the holiday It is the thought that is keeping me positive throught the tough period. Just 5 more days! On Wednesday I have my italian class, that will make the day shorter. I also have the massage after work, which I am really looking for.

All in all.

I need a day to last at least 48hrs, so I manage to balance the crap at work and the love and fun I have out of work. That would make my day perfet. Or getting a better job. And one more thing that is keeping me sane, in this mad times is my food. It is not always so easy to keep up with all the restrictions. But making the plate beautiful is what keeps me going. I figured out that making a pretty plate and posting the pic to instagram is really keeping me going and motivated. I am going to make it.