MB - update after almost 3 months

So the things are bit more slow lately, which does not necessarily need to be a bad thing. I have definitely learned my lesson with the last cookie episode. I am not in mood to make big cheat days, or eat outside the diet. I had one small episode, but it was just so not worth it. I was actually testing myself, looking how much back I can go - and I cannot. I really don't even want to. That feels so good - I am eating very balanced, healthy food, feeling good about myself, and that is the most important thing for me. I am not in mood to f*ck things up for myself.

So, as of now, I am 72,7kg - yaaay! I am hoping to get some more down before the official weight-in on Monday with my advisor, so let's see. It slowed down SOOO much - I am feeling like I am doing -1,5kg/month, which is not bad at all, but it is not so good either. We will see how the progress will move on.

I was on stop lately with the gym - probably last 10 days. I have only been few times, to be honest, as my back is now seriously bad (I had few ribs dislocated and muscles were in spasm for several days), but I am starting to feel much better, so I hope I will be able to return back to my running shoes soon!

Apart from food, nothing much happened. The work is... Well, it is work, so it can never be totally amazing. At least not for me. I am lately playing in my mind with the thought of changing a job and a field, but it will require a lot of work, and I will be soooo less paid. So right now I am not sure if it is all worth it. I need to focus and think what I want. I will have to discuss this all with BF. But right now I am thinking - I promised myself I stay at this job as long as possible - or until I learn fluently italian:-P

Other than that, I am happy to be going to Napoli in just few days - yay! I will have to be really hard on myself with the diet, but it is necessary. I will definitely allow myself few cheats - one slice of pizza (it is NAPOLI, for Crist sake!!!), one canolli and one fried flower of zucchini. Yes, well, these are my most favourite things in the world, and I can only have them there. So I will allow myself to indulge, but just a BIT! ONE PIECE!

And with that, I would like to finish. I am sometimes allowing myself to cheat a bit - one of the nicest ones was the Aperol Spritz I took last weekend:-) Life felt soooo goood!!!!