The cookie - Episode 2: Revenge of the sugar

As I said yesterday. I did not enjoy eating the cookie. It was overly sweet, hurt my teeth, did not satisfy my taste. But no matter what, I ate 5 of them yesterday. The other 5 I gave away to my colleagues. I just wanted to get rid of them, because I did not want any other day to be as bad as yesterday. I felt it did not good to my body. I FELT IT! I know that the logical explanation of my stomach being big and hurting is the current period, but I believe the cookie and sugar also had its impact. I felt so bad for it. Although I was sick as hell and not in mood, I made myself to go to gym for a half hour of walking, since my ankle is still not recovered from the recent accident.

So, apart from feeling sick and bad and guilty, I was also about 0,5kg more today. I know - the period, the hormones, and all that influences the weight too, but it felt so bad. I am hoping it will all be ok. I still have so much work to do. I felt so bad.

I guess these things are not worth it for me. I know, I wrote it so many times. I always TRY something I cannot eat and it is just.... It does not satisfy me. What satisfies me is losing kilos. Looking nicer.

WTF is wrong with my brain?:(