Decisions

I am very well aware that the last post was very negative, depressive and not happy at all. I think this weekend gave me lot of time and space to really think about my life and recapitulate.

I think that for now the things are good as they are. This week is the last week of my probation. I am not really psyched about the job, but it is good enough, the salary is decent, and if I start to control my spendings, I believe I should be able to save enough money each month. Hopefully I will have a nice chunk of money in two years and be able to get off for a half year and just travel around.

So let's settle down for now. In this two years, I hope to be able to learn italian to be fluent enough. I hope to lose 20 kilos and get in the shape again. I hope to get stable.

And after... I want to get off away. I hope BF will go with me. And once we are back, I will get settled and start family.